Kkoenig1787 - posted on 04/19/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )
I recently went through a breakup with a man that we had talked and dreamed about marriage. I have two daughters. He told me he loved me but did not want us, and led us on for a year just hoping things would get better. He's walked away four times in two years, and this time said he would want to be friends when he was ready. I was so hurt and angry that I really let him have it and told him not to ever find me when he was "ready." I keep trying to hold onto the anger so I can function as every time I let it go and try to forgive and move forward, I become overwhelmed and defeated with depression and loneliness. I am so afraid of being alone in my old age, I wanted a lifelong partner to grow old with. I feel incredibly dysfunctional.