Cynthia - posted on 05/26/2011 ( 2 moms have responded )
so everyone talks about how real postpartum depression is but my new theory is that pre partum (before baby is born) is just as real. and i am suffering from it. i am so depressed and i even think about doing stupid dangerous things to get this baby out of me. i hate my life right now and i cant take the pain any longer. this is my 2 baby and i don't get it i didn't hurt like this with my 1st. my back and hips are killing me to the point where i cry every night:( i saw scissors laying on the counter last night and i imagined myself cutting my belly to get the baby out. if i didn't have a baby in me i would kill myself just to get it over with. i have migraines almost every day and every time i tell a doctor they just say thats pregnancy for you. i want sum good drugs and a lot of sleep. i don't ever want to wake up! I've been to the er about my back and head aches and they just check on the baby and send me home. I think something is really wrong with me but i cant get any one to believe that. anyway ladies thanks for letting me vent and yeah its easy to exaggerate when your hurting so don't worry other then thinking about it, I'm not going to do anything stupid.