Lindsey - posted on 09/12/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
I just recently found yesterday I'm pregnant, and it wasn't planned. I am feeling very depressed ... I'm very upset with myself for not being more responsible for my birth control. I am 24 yrs old, & I've been with my boyfriend for 3 and a half years now. We have an apartment together, we both work full time jobs & go to school. I guess I'm really just scared mostly, and I worry that everything I have been working hard for is going to change and Im scared my boyfriend will blame me. My boyfriend is just really spooked, and this makes it even worse when I just want to be consoled. I'm trying so hard to snap out of the funk, but the only relief I get is when I sleep. My stomach is permanatly in knots & I have no appetite. Both of us come from good supportive families, & although this might not be the "best" path I keep trying to remind myself everything happens for a reason. I just hope & pray this feeling goes away. Also, I have this fear that there will be something wronge with my baby?? It just adds to my anxiety. Any advice would be appreciated ...