Leesa - posted on 01/21/2014 ( 2 moms have responded )
I found out I was pregnant. Spoke to my boyfriend about it and he refuses to have any kids with me. He thinks we will lose our house, he is injured and been off work for 6months+ and he may not return to his job. I have had an abortion once before (to him) and found it was so difficult to deal with it. We yell & fight ALL the time if we don't we actually don't speak for days!! he has 2 little boys already and I think life would be perfect as I would be connected. He would rather us be financially stable (just to be not for kids etc) and travel the world together and barely work. This is such a hard decision. We are very close to breaking up because of this, but I don't want to be another girl that has a kid to him. Im freaking out. His mum is on my side but he just doesn't want to see my side at all. Im scared of being a single mum (if I keep it) but scared of being miserable knowing I will NEVER have children of my own.
Please help me xxx