Cynthia - posted on 02/18/2011 ( 9 moms have responded )
I have a 15month old daughter and I am currently 23wks pregnant with another girl.
I been feeling like distant with this pregnancy like I don't want to buy anything for her til she's born, I don't want to throw a baby shower etc. Every time I pass my the baby isle and its not for my 1st daughter I get sick and want puke, I get head-aces, and my stomach twist. Today I finally bought two outfits for her and I haven't been able to stop crying. I feel like its not fair to my first child and that she should be getting all my love not shared. My first child is my world and I can't see myself loving another like I love her. Some days I say I don't want this baby but when I say it;it hurts cuz I do want her its just hard for me to accept it. I feel like a bad mother for thinking this way I don't know what to do.I would like to know how mommies out there with 2 kids or more or is pregnant with baby number two feel/felt about having another child? How do I fix this?