Jasmine - posted on 04/13/2015 ( 5 moms have responded )
I found out at 20 weeks that Im pregnant. I was in disbelief. up until a month ago I was living my life normally and didn't suspect I was pregnant because I was Also getting my period. Im tor. I was considering abortion when I thought I was only 7 to 8 weeks but now last week since confirmed Im so far along I feel like Im forced to keep my child. Im happy but sad at the same time cuz noe my life I'd going to change drastic with a secinside child. Tomorrow is my scheduled appt for my 3 day procedure (abortion) and I don't think I can go through with this. I've been watching disturbing videos on YouTube and I font Tthink I can murder my child.at the same time Im scared to be a mother again. My son is already 10 Yes so it's easier for me. Having to adjust to another child waking g up all hours being extremely tired, needing to have energy for my son as well is going to be tough and I don't know if I, an handle this right bow. This pregnancy was unexpected. If anyone can please help me and give me advice I can really use it. Im stressed and so scared right now. My mom supports me and so does the people I told so far in my family but all I hear is it's my personal decision and there behind me. I just don't k ow what to do.I want my child and then I don't.Lord have mercy. Please help!!!!