Tyesha - posted on 02/02/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
We can all easily become single mother's for a variety of reasons and circumstances and I became one because of my need of love and wanting to feel I am wanted and needed. I got all of those things in the form of a beautiful babygirl but I still feel so alone and I feel completely and totally WORTHLESS. I feel so broken coming out of the situation I was in with her father were I found myself desperately doing any and everything I could to keep him in her life and my all simply wasn't enough and I hate myself for ruining my baby's life by having her with a guy that just doesn't care. Ive always thought of myself as a strong person but these days I find myself dreading the next day. I've been working extremely hard just as I've always had and I still don't seem to be getting anywhere career wise and just in my life period and I'm ready to give up. I'm literally typing this in tears because its hard expressing how big of a failure I believe I am. Nothing seems to be getting any better no matter how hard I try and I really stress the fact that I work hard...I literally get about maybe 2 hours of sleep a day because I work so much to try to cover everything since I do not depend on any type of assistance and don't want to have to and I spend all other time with my daughter trying to give her all the love I have to give since I'm all she has. I'm just so lost and don't know what to do from here and I'm open to any advice.