M - posted on 03/14/2013 ( 48 moms have responded )
I am 27 years old. I am a singlr mother of an eight year old boy...who is friendly, handsome and full of life. But I'm miserable, bitter, and very unhappy. Ive been on my own for 8 years with no help, not even my mother. Ive reached my breaking point because I have no help. I worked four jobs 2012 to make sure that my son doesn't want for anything. I recently left Ohio and moved to Georgia to follow my dreams of going back to school and starting my own bar and lawfirm but I can see its just a dream. I have to now work a regular job again and probably a couple to make it again in another state and I'm completely discouraged because I thought things would be different. But they are not. My son's behavior is terrible again in a new school. Ive only been in Georgia for almost 2 weeks and can't find a decent paying job. I feel like crap miserable bitter and angry because I thought once again that I was following my dreams to better the life for my son. But nothing is happening the way I expect it to. My rent is due by the third and unsure of how that will be done. I dont want to be around my son when he acts out. I already have enough to worry about as far as how I'm going to take care of this house so him acting up in school just make matters worst. I don't want to talk to a counsler because they have issues. Like what can they tell me?? Seriously. I'm all alone and really wanting to give up because Ive done all I can do from my son seeing the counslers and I'm lost.....