Keve - posted on 07/07/2016 ( 28 moms have responded )
My son will be four, I continued to take my son father back everything I want to leave him. He continued to hurt me, emotionally. I covered up our relationship with my family, I notice I started to get distance with my family, friends, I stop being happy. He wants to marry me now and I kind of felt happy about that, yet I part of me saying no, I will not be happy. I'm an Occupational Therapist, graduated out of Grad School, with this one child. I look at my self and say God has continued to help me through all my suffering with my mom dying off cancer 3 years ago, raising this child on my own. Graduating out of Grad School, started my career. I'm ready to buy a house and make this family. I feel deep down I don't want him to be part of this. He broke me so much with all his baggage in his previous relationship and I tried so hard to make it work and suffer in silence because ashame with what my family would think, loving the idea of us actually being a family and the years invested. I love him not in love with him.