Kayla - posted on 11/17/2011 ( 2 moms have responded )
This is very complicated. The whole time I was pregnant, I was dating another guy. He knew the kid wasn't his but he still loved me and was planning on staying with me. The last 2 months though, I started talking to the baby daddy and decided to go back to him. I thought it was the right thing to do. It's been two years and my ex and I have never stopped loving each other. Recently, me and the baby daddy broke up. The baby daddy(Adam) wants me back, but I have a hard time leaving b/c I know he will hurt sooooo much.
Until recently, I was confused. I realize I do love Adam (baby daddy) but I am IN LOVE with Clancy (the ex). Of course I'll love Adam, we have a kid together and he is the BEST father our son could ask for, hands down. We just aren't too compatabile together. But I can just see him breaking down...Adam broke up with me and wants me back but I can't bear to see him so sad...
But I wan't Clancy. I know what I want, but I know i'm going to hurt someone in the process.