Casey - posted on 08/03/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
I am 29 years old and my husband and I are trying for a baby. I couldn't be happier about this because all I want in this world is to be part of a happy little family but in 2005 I had a baby girl with gastroschesis and she only lived for 12 hours. It broke my heart. (it was with a different guy)
I just can't shake the fear of losing another baby. All I want is a baby but I am so scared. I know women lose babies more often than anyone knows and go on to have healthy babies I am just worried now that it is actually in a position to try again and need some help. Has anyone out there lost a baby to a birth defect and been terrified to try again??