Renee - posted on 07/02/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )
What is wrong with me and how can I fix it? My son is 5 months old and I love him to pieces - however everyday I go through what feels like 10,000 emotions - I will cry my eyes out and want to be anywhere else then I will also just want cuddles from him.
I feel so overwhelmed with everything - I don't want anything to really do with my husband ..... I find him wanting to stop for hugs and kisses annoying even , I don't want to have sex at all. I'm having huge guild about not breastfeeding anymore, it was hard at the beginning and just found that EBM via bottle was easier and then that switched to all formula - I think to myself aometimeS I will be better at BF with the next one - but then I think holy crap if I couldn't cut it the first time around then how the hell do I expect myself to do it the second time around - so already feel like a failure of a mom - all I want to do right now is cry my eyes out, finish my wine and go have a smoke (I have not smoked in 5 years)