Holly - posted on 06/01/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
Hello my name is Holly. Our son passed away on Nov. 30, 2004 when he was 3 months old. I have never gotten over the loss of my little angel. Since then we have had two healthy little girls one 6 years old and the other 9 weeks and I'm very grateful for the both of them. But since I was pregnant with my newest daughter I was very upset it was not another boy. Then I thought I was over not having another boy and then my brother inlaw's wife is having a boy and I don't want to hear about it. Then I went back to work and another girl is pregnant and having a boy. In my mind I just don't understand why I couldn't have had another boy. I have all of his clothes still packed up and sad that I may never use them. I'm not trying to replace him I just wanted to raise another little boy.