Tanya - posted on 11/13/2014 ( 2 moms have responded )
In two years I had a miscarriage at 3 months and then another at 4 months (with surgery). I then got pregnant with my daughter (now 4 years old). I was one of those people that stayed at the same weight all my life. I think I have stored the grief and blamed my body for the loss of my first two. I am 44 yrs old now and not planning on having any more children. Our daughter is our miracle. I love being her mom more than anything.
I am ready to start a new, with clear attempts to lose weight. It took a lot of effort for me to lose the first 35 pounds. I had gained 65 pounds with the 3 pregnancies. I have 30 pounds to go...
I eat a very clean diet and do not consume caffeine, alcohol, sodas etc...
My only weakness is potato chips but my family knows to hide it from me if they buy it. :)
I love to exercise so I've come to realize there must be a lot more going on why I haven't lost weight.
So, yesterday I came to this realization that I have stored the grief in my body and blamed my body... It had to go somewhere I have been on new Mama duty plus giving birth to new businesses and a big move this past year... full schedule... not too much sleep.
Would love to hear any insights, recommendations...