Amanda - posted on 11/14/2013 ( 3 moms have responded )
When I was 10 weeks pregnant, my fiancée and I separated due to his destructive choices. Now as I'm 15 weeks, I want to work things out to avoid being alone and I have clinical depression which makes the controlling of my emotions even harder. After an argument we had, I take a few days to really think about why I want to work things out with him. I come to the conclusion that he is woth it and I make an attempt to change myself to work things out (he says I have some flaws that trigger him).
he tells me he loves me and wants to work things out, yet he doesn't hold back telling me he's found another female he has interest in and will not exclude the possibilities that might occur with her. I'm feeling my heart break and I can't help but to cry and become depressed. I try really hard to give myself something to do, jobs, video games, cooking, anything and I can't keep myself from returning to at dark place in my mind. Any advice?