Yvonne - posted on 01/14/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )
It’s the 15th January 2015 and a post I just read on face books tell me my darling Son has just flown back to Texas (I live in Australia). Another year of not seeing him, another year of no contact, no Birthday no Christmas and the pain in my heart feels as if it will never heal.
The tears will not stop and I am feeling so broken and lost. How do I pull myself out of yet another slump? Every time I tell myself I should be getting used to it, just get over it. How do you just get over missing your only son, your first born and his complete rejection of you? The many emails and messages asking for forgivness of what i have done wrong, still fall on deaf ears and a cold heart. The pain in my heart is beginning to be a real physical pain and some days I just wish my heart would just stop so that the pain would go away. Maybe you can really die of a broken heart.