Mapurisa - posted on 11/28/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
I suppose this happens everyday and it happened to me three years ago but I only found out a year ago and am still dealing with it. My husband cheated on me and while I think i have made the decision to stay, I am wondering how to move on from this...what does forgiveness look like. He is making ammends everyday, he has recommitted to us and that helps but I don't know whether I will ever love him again or whether I will be ever happy again. I look at him and I can't stand him. I can't stand to think of what he did and I stay with him because I believe in forgiveness, in love in all things Christian and as a Christian, I am really really praying for healing because I can no longer talk to him about the pain. I know that he is sorry and me bringing it up always does not help...but I still want to talk about it..