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I have four kids. I raised them pretty much alone because their father was never around. Three years ago I left and we got divorced. I met someone a year later and got remarried. I had a hard time dealing with everything after being married for 15 years to the kids dad so I started smoking weed. Then my 14 year old daughter got curious and asked me to smoke it. I told her no for a while but I knew deep down she would do one way or another. So I let her do it under my supervision. Then my new husband let my 12 year old son do it too. I wasn't happy about it but so many kids do it now at such a young age. I thought they were safer. I started working and tried to put a stop to all of it. Next thing I know I get served with order of protection in March of 2015. I know some may see what I did was wrong but I felt like I was doing what I could to keep my kids safe cause marihuana isn't what it used to be years ago. Their dad still has all my kids. I got supervised visitations for a bit off and on but haven't seen them in 4 months right now and I don't know if I can take anymore.