Lena - posted on 07/23/2010 ( 14 moms have responded )
Am I the only one going threw this? Lately I been feeling that all I do is yell at my son and the dogs and I just feel grumpy all the time. I'm tired, stressed and everyday it's the same routine. My husband gets upset with me sometimes cause he expects me to be cheerful when he comes home from work. He wants to play with me and I'm all like get off of me. I love my family more then anything but I kind of miss my past of not having to worry about anyone else but me. The house used to be clean all the time and I didn't have to worry about money as much. I know I need some "me time" but it's diffucult since my husband works so much and the only time we have together is the weekends, and if I ask for a few hours for me he makes me feel bad like "why do you want to leave us". We only have one car so during the week I'm pretty much stuck at home. It's just somethimes I feel like I lost myself. I used to be happy and the jokester. My friends always described me as the one who'd light up the room with my smile and presence and now it's the total opposite. It's not post partum depression, Julius is 27 months. Is anyone else feeling the same way sometimes?