Jasmine - posted on 02/07/2013 ( 2 moms have responded )
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Hi my name's jasmine (25yearsold) im a mum of (2 boys) ages 8 and 3,I've been diagnosed with PTSD and Postnatal depression ..I feel like my Life has changed literally,I completely don't feel good in my own skin,self conscious of more then my butt.Mostly everything about me I don't like.I constantly make sure everything is perfect and i feel like im pleasing more then being myself...The only time i feel myself is when im around my kid's and my partner,and outside of my home is like alienated environment...I constantly seem to be fighting against the negative's of my past and present and i feel like everything is an obstacle....This does not feel like a normal life,it feels really strange and yet i wonder why i have no friend's..I miss the old day's when making friend's were at a heartbeat,Now it's just really hard..I moved to the City at age 16 and have found it to be a real struggle with friend's here.The only one who come's close is my only partner,which is really sad in my case as he has friend's..So i tend to have none because of how negative i just feel. ughh..I'm hoping for a new change this year,would love to get working on something more then just being a stay at home mum.I would love to make a group of friend's that share the same interest's.and even though it is going to take a while i still have faith in that.
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