I Love My Beautiful Daughter Ellie Mae - posted on 09/26/2010 ( 14 moms have responded )
I live with my boyfriends parents and ever since i've had her and brought her home i feel so overwhelmed and stressed out because i always feel like they are either taking her away from me all the time or constantly come by me wherever i am in the house. I have gotten to the point where im starting to feel like my daughter might grow up thinking her grandparents ARE her parents. We live in my boyfriends room and we honestly have no privacy. At one point i went home for a couple days just to get away because i was so stressed and angry about the situation that my breast milk wasnt coming in right either. when i talked to my boyfriends mom's family about how clingy his parents were they said IM the one that has to tell them how i feel but when i did that they got upset with me and i was mad because i felt that my boyfriend should have approached his own family then to make me do it all and look like the bad person. I geuss i just want my daughter to have a really strong relationship with her mother and father, not the grandparents over the parents. my mom and my family wait for me to ask them to hold her and arent overbearing even when they see her or i come over but oddly enough my boyfriends family is over powering, like a bad fart lol. I am able to move in with my mom until me and my boyfriend find a place but my boyfriend gets mad at me for even "taking his daughter away from him" which im not doing at all! I just honestly feel stuck, i just want whats best for my child and i want more time with my daughter because i dont think its right that his parents hold her almost the whole day or HAVE to hold her everyday and bug me, they havent left me alone for one day being in their house! The scary part is that because they take her from me so much im beginning to feel like im not even a mom :( i love my daughter so much, i wish i was on my own.