Gaby - posted on 07/07/2010 ( 8 moms have responded )
Let me start off im 19 & BD is 17, and now we are no longer together. We kept arguing like crazy and were on the verge of breaking up and that happened unfortunately. I have a lot going on for me right now I am 10 weeks pregnant and am homeless, living with friends for now, I have no support at all and feel so alone, damn BD doesnt understand me at all and my feelings, his family doesnt even want to be there as well. I am trying my hardest not to stress and think of the positive and that things will be okay, but i swear it gets harder every single day. His family and my family feel that i should get an abortion and i do not want to do that. I wish he could man up and be there for me, the reason we always kept fighting was because he would not and could not communicate with me and it is very hard for me to trust him. He always kept telling me all these things that he does want to be with me and isnt doing nothing wrong but i can not believe him because of his history we were together for a year, but for some reason i feel like he is not ready and something is wrong he doesnt even have a job and is on probation which stresses me out more, and the fact knowing that he just goes out to chill and not worry about me and do what he should be doing as in preparing is getting hard to accept which adds on to the arguing. I would like to be with him and be happy with him and this baby but i dont see that happening, I feel so stupid for letting it get this far, i hurts knowing that i am going to be a single mom with no support. All i do everyday is cry and cry and cry, i already suffer from depression and anxiety and dont know how much more i can take. Kind words and advice would be greatly appreciated hopefully it can make me feel better and cope with what i am going through.