Maria - posted on 09/21/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
How shall i stop myself from yelling at my babies, who will only respond to me only after i will shout at the top of my voice or finaaly spamk them; please help me, whenever i am depressed or quarrelled specially with my husbnand, then its very normal for me. my husband doesn't sleep with in the same room ash he says that our kids dont let him to, but in my society i have seen that nearly 99% of husbands sleep with thie wives and they don't have a problem if thir babies wake up in the night. this thing kills me and i am always angry with him about this, i have spoken to him as well many times, but he never agrees aout this.anyway, the problem here is that i really dont want to take out my depression and my anger on my little kids, that i always do. please help me how can i stop myself. i want them to grow in a healthy environment, and want them to learn good from me, but i feel all my patience has gone, and make my kids victim of all my deprevations. currntly i cant afford to c my doctor, later maybe yes, but then i know it will be too late for me. please help me, i am always negative, depressed and angry.