Sarah - posted on 06/19/2012 ( 418 moms have responded )
I will try to make this short and to the point. If I don't get help my kids are going to suffer even more because they will not have the mom they deserve. I really need some help. I am so sick and tired of being depressed and not finding a med that helps me that I feel like I cannot go another day feeling like this. I can't even play with my kids anymore. I don't even have the strength to open up a sippy cup. Sometimes I don't even want to go into public. I seriously feel like something inside of my body is dying. I am crying all the time and it's hard when I have 5 kids to tend to and a husband. I have been to therapist and doctors (because I have osteoarthritis) and nothing they have given me has helped. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wish I could have my life back. Just in the past year I've gained 30 lbs. I hate myself right now. Any advice?? Also my children have not been to a sitter in over 2 and half years.