Ashley - posted on 09/23/2012 ( 9 moms have responded )
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My daughter is 3 weeks and 2 days old and I'm so unhappy in my relationship all I do is cry and i've tried speaking to my fiancé about how I feel but he doesn't seem to care at all. While I was in the hospital giving birth to her he was messaging his ex girlfriend on Facebook sharing the experience with her instead of being there for me. This is my first child and had to have an emergency c-section bc her heartrate kept dropping whenever she tried to drop into my birth canal, during the c-section my epidural wore off and I had to be put under general anesthesia also bc she was stuck, it took 4 doctors to get her out and when they got her out her lung collapsed and she was in NICU for 5 days I was not even able to hold her until she was 4 days old. Once I was in recovery I got on my phone and noticed I had a message only it wasn't my Facebook logged in it was his and he had told me he hated this girl bc she cheated on him and got pregnant by someone else 9 years ago. But obviously he still has feelings for her bc he did this to me I'm just afraid to leave bc I want to make the right decision for my daughter should I leave or try to stay and work it out? The only problem is when I try to talk to him he laughs it off and I'm genuinely hurt! Last night he called me a dumb fucking bitch and said he hated me and 30 minutes later he was apologizing saying how much he loved me . I'm so hurt and confused right now is this just postpartum depression I just feel so alone in this relationship
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