Dawn - posted on 12/12/2009 ( 14 moms have responded )
I am 28 years old, I always knew I wanted a baby. Matter of fact I used to say I wanted 4. In August of 2006 I found out I was pregnant. 1 year before that I have a ovarian cyst removed that was 17cm in diameter and weighed 14.5lbs at removal. I ended up on fertility treatment to become pregant, it obviously was a success. On May 6th 2007 My beautiful lil girl was born at 8:58am weighing in at 7lbs. I was in labor with her for 68.5 hours and on day 3 on labor and after a foly bulb, cervadille (600mg) and 7 bags of potoesm I only dialated to 1.5cm. So after much work my Dr decided that a c-section was going to be done... I cryed I wanted so bad to go drug free and all natural. After Alexis was born, I suffered from Post pardum. It sucked. I felt like the worse mom in the world because here is this buddle of love as perfect as anyone could want and here I sit all sad and not wanting to touch her hold her feed her or nothing. It was horrible. Well in September of 2009 I decided to have my tubes tied. I do not want more children and am very content with 1 child. I am not materal as I thought I was and Am happy... so why does every one keep putting me down?