Alicia - posted on 06/12/2012 ( 11 moms have responded )
I have been with my husband for 10 years we have been married for almost 3 years, before we got married my husband cheated on me not once but twice, and that was sexually and he has also talked to other women in sexual ways. well in may of last year I cheated on him sexually with one of his ex co workers. it only happened once but then his ex co worker raped me. my husband knows about the rape but not about the first time when I intentially had sex with him. I need to tell my husband but he said that if he ever found out that I cheated on him that he will leave me, we have 3 children together and I don't want to loose him but its killing me inside..I need to tell him but I'm afraid to, so please ladies don't judge me, please help me....