Queenie - posted on 07/28/2009 ( 11 moms have responded )
Is it normal for me to still grieve the loss of my baby? I was six months pregnant when I lost my baby girl in May right after my son's First Holy Communion. I feel like I have to pretend to be happy when deep inside I'm not. My husband feels that when it's meant to be it will happen and it's better that she wasn't born to suffer from Sickle Cell DIsease. I still feel this great loss and I don't want to hurt my other children by letting them see me so sad so I pretty much feel like an actress but I just want to be me and cry when I want to.