WHEN IS ENOUGH ENOUGH

ALL I KNOW IS THIS I'VE DONE THIS CRAP TO MYSELF AND IT IS A SHAME THAT HIS ONE DOWN FAULT OF BEING SNEAKY IS GOING TO PUT HIM IN JAIL. AND THE LONG YEARS THAT I STRUGGLED WITH THE THOUGHT OF NEXT YEAR BEING BETTER BUT I GOT WORSE SO IF YOU ARE CURIOUS AND WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE MISSING PARTS OF THIS SAGA RESPOND SO THAT I CAN VENT.