Kristine - posted on 03/21/2009 ( 13 moms have responded )
Hello to everyone!
I am sorry for all of your losses. I just lost my husband in January 2009. He dealt a 27 month battle with a rare form of cancer. I also had just turned 40 in January. It was so hard for me not to have him with me at that time. We were married for 17 years and have 4 children. It was so incredibly painful to watch him suffer. I was with him when he died. We had hospice care around the clock and she woke me up when it was time to be with him. There are days that I wish he were here with us still. It dosen't seem fair to struggle the way we all did. The kids have their good and bad days. It is still to fresh in our minds. I never imagined in a million years that I would be a widow. I thought we would be married forever.If anyone could offer advice or just would like to chat I would love that.