Laura - posted on 06/17/2010 ( 6 moms have responded )
My husband is about to get a very lucrative pay raise at his job. This will allow me to stay at home with our 8mth old son!!
While I love that I'll be able to be home with him and raise him first hand, there's a little part of me that's hanging on for dear life to the concept of working. It makes me feel a little independent, or like I'm contributing to our household in a monetary way. Does that sound silly?
Not sure what I'm asking here (sorry.... I run on roughly 4hrs sleep daily as of late... not enough!!) I suppose I feel a little guilty that I'm more worried about my cabin fever being in the house all day than how happy and lucky I'll be to be able to stay home. Am I being selfish here? Thanks for reading!