Amber - posted on 01/04/2011 ( 6 moms have responded )
working is the most depressing thing i have ever done ever since my 13 month old was born. even more-so lately because she is so interactive now. i hate leaving her to be raised by someone else. i feel so guilty leaving, and my job starts at 6am so i wake her up at 5 in the morning... i know i have no choice and i'm doing it for her and so that she has a decent place to live and food to eat. and since i have to wake her up so early to go, i put her to bed by 7pm. my husband gets home at 7pm... so he either wakes her up to say hi or doesn't see her at all. neither of which i like.
how does everyone else stay positive and remember it's for the best if you go to work? i feel like i'm living everyday like it's the day before my last day of work. but it never is.