Leah - posted on 01/07/2011 ( 89 moms have responded )
I have so many thoughts running through my head lately, I mean I'm 26 weeks pregnant, that means in as little as 10 weeks I'm going to bring a little bundle of joy home from the hospital and start this crazy journey with my husband...and I'm scared. There are so many different decisions to make and...what if I make the wrong one?! Or what if I'm not a good mother, maybe Jamison won't like me... I still don't know whether I really want to commit to cloth diapering or just stick with disposables, should I go back to work or stay home, can we afford for me to stay home afterwords, what if my husband and I don't have any time to ourselves anymore? Will that even matter?
I don't know about much of anything anymore, and it's beginning to feel overwhelming and stressful. I don't have any family near as my husband is military, and the only friends I have don't have kids or think I'm being stupid (I know, some friends huh?).
I need help, advice, reassurance, anything :(