Suzi - posted on 09/12/2010 ( 9 moms have responded )
Hi, Thanks again to everyone who is thinkin about me and Keelan, I know I seem like all i do is moan , and i'm sorry for that!! I'm feelin really lonely lately, and like i don't really matter.
I'm on strict house arrest so i can keep keelan safe, which is the best job in the world . I'd do anything and everything in my power to make sure he's safe, But i feel so lonely!
Lee is working hard and also trying to fit in the school run and i know its hard for him but when we are togeher i wanna talk to him or cuddle him just generally be with him , He just doesnt want to know, He works long days three days a week but is off four days a week so on those four days is it wrong to want some affection or love or somethin as simple as a grown up conversation? Now i find out that he's almost beggin anyone who'll listen to go out cos he so badly needfs a night out once a week every week . , he;s not even spoken about goin out just organisin it and tellin me last minute that he's goin.