Kaila - posted on 09/20/2010 ( 24 moms have responded )
I have recently moved from MN to FL and my face looks like I'm twelve again going through puberty. Red pimples everywhere and bumps under my skin too. I have been on proactive for almost a month now and absolutely no change. I have tried other face washes as well. I have always felt ok with my body after I had my son. I have been working to get off that extra 10-15lbs from my pregnancy. I call it my "tire"around my waist. I work out 3-4 times a week trying to get it off. I never had a problem seeing myself naked in front of the mirror and now I just feel disgusting. My boyfriend has told me he loves my body the way it is but I think secretly he wants me to be thinner. Every time he says I'm beautiful I think he is just saying that to be nice.I actually get mad at him sometimes. I dont see it or feel it whatsoever. I have zits on my face and my body isn't up to par like all these other FL women. I just feel like crap. He comments on those women on billboards from the store Adam and Eve (adult store) making me feel more down. I just dont know what to do....