Melissa - posted on 08/19/2009 ( 2 moms have responded )
I am so scared right now I honestly don't want the test to happen. How can this be my perfect son , my precious baby. I dont get it I dont smoke I didnt drink I try to be the best mom I can be I read to my son and daughter every night I love them till it hurts, Why am I BEING PUNISHED? Some moms leave ther babies out in the cold to die, abuse then completely mistreat them. Why when all I have wanted is to be the best mom I can be why does my son go through this. WHAT DID i DO FOR THIS TO HAPPEN TO HIM. Ijust want him to breathe like I do he can have it really I would trade for anything.