Sylvia - posted on 06/19/2009 ( 7 moms have responded )
I feel like im slipping dangereously back in to my depression. So much has been going on in my life lately and although im trying to kepp a smile on my face and looking at the positives im finding it really hard. Somedays i just want to lock myself in my room and never come out. I also feel like people would b better off without me here. I know thats silly and i would never do anything to hurt myself but im scared. I tried to end it once b4 and i don't ever want to go back there. i know i probably should see a councillor or somethin but to find time to do that isnt easy. Anyway thanks for letting me vent.