Christine - posted on 08/08/2012 ( 4 moms have responded )
I am 28yrs old mother with four kids, "I hate it" I love my kids but I want to just leave them with my boyfriend and never return. Only my youngest boys are his but my older boys have only known him and he does love them all equal. My oldest are 12 & 8 and the twins are 2. I feel trapped in someone elses life, this isn't for me. I'm not meant to be a mother. My boyfriend makes me sick, he like a big CHILD he can never make a decision by himself, he never cleans, and he is so stupid. I use to love him but now I'm just there because I don't want to take care these kids alone. My oldest thinks he is grow and is starting to not listen, talk back, bad grades etc. My second oldest is lazy and doesn't like to baths and the twins just run around and break things all day. When I get home from work because I work later hours than him, the house is a mess and I instantly want to fight him and anyone else around. I am at the end of my rope. I have no friends or anyone to talk to I need some real advice.....