Natalie - posted on 03/15/2010 ( 13 moms have responded )
I am having a hard time conceiving and i have been thinking adopting a infant!! I definitely would want it closed adoption. I just dont know if this will take the urge of me wanting my own children or would be the same as having my two step children who i love very much and think of as my own. But i have boundaries there B.M has the final say so in how they are raised. Even though shes not around them she lives in another state, but as a women we know we have limits. Am i going to feel the same if i adopt? I want nothing more to create a child with my hubby but that doesent look like it will happen. Just want some advise.. Anyone have this problem :( Im at the point were i dont like going into baby stores dread baby showers and i feel like everywhere i turn around i got put that fake smile on and congratulate everyone around me having babies!!!