Ashley - posted on 06/08/2010 ( 15 moms have responded )
Last night my husband and I got in some stupid little argument. It happens all the time. I am sooooo sick of telling him the same thing over and over again and he just dosent respect me. So I told him I need a break. When he asked me were he could go I named off 4 people at the top of my head. He slept in the spare bedroom last night, and I could NEVER get him to sleep somewere elts if we were having a fight before. So now hes gone to work, and I'm sitting hear wondering if hes going to come home tonight. We have a 7 month old son and I dont know if I can do the single Mom thing. Its not like my husband is a huge help but the things he dose do is appriciated. So I'm scared to be alone with a baby. I know lots of people do it, but that just wasnt in my plans. What if he gets used to not having the responsibility of having a child and decideds he wants to see his son less and less. Devon needs his Daddy. What if he dosent miss me at all and our whole relationship is a fraud that we have now brought this beautiful, sweet little boy into? I just had to get this off of my chest. I'm am acually really afraid thats hes not comming back this time. Can anyone advise me on what I should do, or understaind what I am going through.