pregnancy and heartache

Jazz - posted on 01/13/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )

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Hi everyone...my name is jazz and i have a 3 yr old and currently 6months preg with twin girls. My kids father and I were together for 4 yrs, he ended the relationship and began a new one after being apart for only a month. That hurt me to the core and i am still hurting. His relationship ended in June after about 9 months(i never did move on) and i became pregant a month later. I will be very honest i never stopped having sex with him while he was in a new relationship because i still loved him and thought that we would get back together. After i found out i was pregnant we tried to make it work but i just wasnt happy and i ended it. I dont think i really wanted it to end, i just did it because i wanted him to change and fight for his family but he didnt and he told me he still had feeling for his ex....my biggest fear is he will try to make it work again when his daughters are born and that i will give in and be hurt again and continue to be his fool...need advice and motivation on letting this man go and moving on but i still love him..by the way he is an ok father at times but could do alot better and there is a 6 yr age gap(im older) and at 24 i dont think he is mature enough to stop going back and forth between the two of us but somehow i always give in and cant get over him

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