I'm always depressed, I need advice.

Jessica - posted on 06/18/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )




I never want to get out of bed anymore and constantly want to throw up. Also I'm trying to move to a healthier environment so I can get a job to pay rent and raise my baby but whenever I want to talk to my boyfriend he'll just say that he's busy or doesn't want to talk and he'll just sit around playing video games all day rather than finding a job. He makes me so PISSED and expects me to cook for him or get him food whenever he wants and i cant always get up and if I tell him I'm feeling sick he doesn't seem to care he'll just keep asking over and over like he didnt hear me. I want to make things work out but the way they are I'm not sure i can do this anymore. Sometimes I consider abortion but I know I couldn't live with myself if I went through with it. I'm always upset and crying and I'm extremely unmotivated. I feel really stuck and I don't know what to do anymore. Ever since I moved in with my bf of 4 years things just seemed to go downhill and now that we're having a baby you think he'd step up but I have yet to even see that happen. I'm just really upset and jumbled I can't sleep and I'm afraid I'm gonna end up losing the baby because of the stress. What should I do I can't take care of the baby alone I've told him if he didnt step up I would leave without hesitation but obviously that's easier said than done..are my expectations too high it something? Don't I deserve more respect and someone who'll take care of me?! I don't get to vent like this EVER! I've reached the boiling point


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