Help I'm losing myself!!

Maria - posted on 01/09/2018 ( 1 mom has responded )

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I have three beautiful little girls. I just found out December 2017 that they had been sexually molested by my mother's brother. I've been holding myself together in front of them but I'm a wreck when I'm alone I'm so weak. I've missed a month of work my husband has been there for me as much as he can but he doesn't even know how to deal with my emotions. No one understands me my family is mess my grandmother is on he's side my mom try's to be there for me. But I can't helped to think they hate me for putting him in jail. Especially the way my grandmother talks about him in front of me like I'm not even there.

I'm just so lost my oldest has been cutting herself and is suicidal I feel like a failure I didn't even know what was going on. How could I let this monster hurt my kids I didn't protect them.

Oh god I just want to die sometimes the pain is just to much.

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Darlalucille1957 - posted on 03/13/2018

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Please, get some counseling. I went thru it in 2005. Bf molested my 5 yr old daughter and granddaughter. Hes been in prison ever since. You need some help. Its too much to do alone. This is going to be a long term process. All this is still brand new pretty much. Everyones emotions and thoughts are all over the place. Denial, outrage, hurt, anger.... Some will never believe he did it. They are not your problem. Surround yourself with only people who love and support you and your girls. Negativity and unnecessary stress can hit the road. I'll be keeping yall in my prayers. Get tough and FIGHT LIKE A GIRL. Much love.

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