depressed and lonely

Danielle - posted on 09/12/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )




I am a the mom of 4 kids, my youngest has special needs and is not in school yet.
my husband works from home all day and 3 nights a week tattoos near by. we just moved
to a new town hours away from all family and friends. we have been here 3 months and in that time my mom has come to visit 2 times allowing me to get away for a bit. my husband gets away to tattoo and goes out drinking when he wants but i feel like im trapped i love my kids but they are making me nuts i have had to lock my self in the restroom a few times lately to cry and get away from the whining crying fighting yelling mess cleaning i feel like i have no alone time. my husband isnt patient with our youngest and i honestly dont like leaving him alone with him. and he doesnt want to watch him. we live in a big city and its not safe to allow my 12 year old to babysit. im lost dont know what to do. i seriously think about running away and the fact my husband doesnt care about how i feel and says i have the easy job sitting and watching tv all day( which i only do 2 hours at night) i could keep going but pretty much like i said im depressed i dont know what to do to make friends or get away i would be happy just getting away a few days a week to go run alone. prob more of just a vent but if anyone has any advice id appriciate it too


Sneha - posted on 09/12/2013




I can only imagine what you must be going through and I completely feel for you. Sorry I can't provide much advice but I hope you see better days. How old is your youngest? I just have 1 so far and being a stay at home mom is super hard! I hate how men think it's so easy. I just moved to a new city where I don't know anyone as well and it has been very hard to adjust. When I feel alone I find that taking a shower helps relaxes me even if it's just for 3 minutes because this is just my own alone time. I haven't had the luxury to watch tv yet but u earned it mama! Sorry I couldn't be more helpful.

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