how could she!!!

Kassi - posted on 04/14/2010 ( 4 moms have responded )

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this is just a little rambling that i needed to get out and needed someone else to hear it!
also this may seem mean but think about if it happened to u how would u feel?
thanks for listening!!!


when he died did anyone think of me
did anyone care how i felt
u only thought of urself
my feelings didnt matter cause i was so young
yeah i was young which is y im suprised at how u treated me
i should have been the one in ur thoughts but i wasnt
instead it was all about u
it was always about u
well guess what im here to tell u that its not all about u
it shouldnt be about u and it never should have been
u always put urself first and that is so wrong!
i always knew what u did to me wasnt right but now i have my own child
and i could never do what u did to me!
i could never hurt him or put him threw anything like that
how the hell could u
u worthless piece of shit
someone should do to u just what u did 2 me
beat the shit outta u
pound ur fucking face in
kick u in the ribs
rip ur goddamn hair out
burn u
and choked nearly to death
and once ur really down physically and u think it couldnt get any worse
mentally abuse u by calling u names and telling u that u r fat and ugly
and that they arent sure how anyone could love u not the way u act!
one of these days what u did will comce back to haunt u
and that will be the day that i becomce truly happy
because trust me in my eyes u deserve twice as much as what u did to me
i was only an innoscent child who should have been loved and cared for instead
of abused and neglected

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Nikkole - posted on 04/21/2010

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aww this is so sad. im so sorry that you had to go thought that. not you or anybody should.

Kassi - posted on 04/16/2010

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it was my step-dad who died. it was my mother but my dad and step-mom knew about it and did nothing. also my step-mom hit me a lot to and tried to choke me to death. i was so angry because i took Jensen to get his shots yesterday and just seeing him in pain and crying like that put me in a rage like how could someone put their child in pain when i cry when someone just gives mine his shots u know!

Taralee - posted on 04/14/2010

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Kassi, oh honey. I have nothing funny to say this time. Was it your dad who died? This is your mom or stepmom? I am sorry this happened my dear. Anger and grief can be so intertwined it can make you think horrible things. You are mad for good reason my dear. I am sorry you are feeling so angry , I am sorry you had to go through this. :(

Taralee - posted on 04/14/2010

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Kassi, oh honey. I have nothing funny to say this time. Was it your dad who died? This is your mom or stepmom? I am sorry this happened my dear. Anger and grief can be so intertwined it can make you think horrible things. You are mad for good reason my dear. I am sorry you are feeling so angry , I am sorry you had to go through this. :(

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