I hate my life

Cathy - posted on 02/17/2013 ( 2 moms have responded )

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Im at 22 year old woman with two kids one is 5 and the other one is 18 months I live with the father of my child he is good sweet and helpful the poblem is that I cant stand this situation no more u hate my life im so sick of it all I hate that I never ever have time for my self if I wanna go some where I gotta get the baby ready my other son feed them get my self ready by the time im out of the house im exhausted and annoyed. I gotta say that I dont even feel like being with my boyfriend no more I have lost interest in sex. All I want is to feel free have time for me. Everything I wanna do I have to look for someone to take care of my kids my mother doesnt want to and daycares are too expensive I feel stuck im currently going to school to finisht my highschool diploma but its a hassel having to take my bf to work cook trying to exercise get the kids ready take my oldest son to school and get my self ready leaves me tired and with litte time for me to get ready did I mentioned we only have one car... I get no help from no one im alone all day with the kids.. I really want to get away I feel bad but I wish I could just leave my bf and my kids just see them once a while and just be me have fun and go out like before

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Cathy - posted on 02/17/2013

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The problem is I only have one friend and my bf doesnt like her ive told him a million times I want me time seems like he doesnt get it he tells me he understands but later he acts like whatever and makes me feel like im the bad one because I wanna get away and he always wants to be near me I really wish I can open up with my mom but I know she'll just judge me so I really just keep all this feeling to my self that just end up suficating me:-/

Roxana - posted on 02/17/2013

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sorry you feel that way! i understand it can be tough especially going to school on top of all that, kudos for being a tough moma.
have you tried babysitters instead of daycares? try and schedule some time to yourself once every couple of weeks and do the same with your bf.
sounds like you two need to reconnect. have a date-night and find someone to babysit. daycares can cost a lot but an occasional sitter may be the better option for you.
but remember you have to little humans that love and need you and to them you're super-mom.
you WILL feel better if you have a few hours to relax and cool off. leave you BF with the kids and go to the mall or to the park or take a girlfriend out to dinner. you'll feel relieved.

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