would really appreciate being herd & getting the best advice:(

Mari - posted on 02/26/2016 ( 2 moms have responded )

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My complete self is just currently giving it enough, my mind is going crazy. So many things happening to me that all the negativity, sadness, pain, & stress gather all to pile up & make everything worst. I'm accepting what might be the problem. Just really scared to actually get diagnosed after 4 years for it to actually be a problem, something serious, or already in a higher postpartum depression. It's really starting to hit me all the pain I must be causing due to it.

First off my symptoms have been; no interest to do nothing, crying all the time questioning & constantly asking
"why??"
Am I so worthless, will my life matter to anyone even after I'm gone, did my life have to be set this way, heartless, annoyed, grouchy, moody, inpatient, with such a bad attitude. Lately I've been starting to feel no interest in hanging out, socialize, or show any love & support. I love her so much and it hurts me what I'm currently feeling cuz that is a child who has no fault with my cold heat.

Is to why I need help before this becomes a reason to get my child taken away. :( don't even want to imagine please help me out with any possible thank you

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Megan - posted on 02/29/2016

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It can be hard to admit problems with depression. I myself struggle but was able to get help from the doctor and put on medication. It's a constant battle and I don't think it will ever end but I have to tell myself that everything is ok and I have to chose to be ok. I have my bad days and my good days but try and remember that getting help is the first step having a better mood and day. Take it one day at a time and talk to your doctor. Just as everyday life has choices, you have to choose to try and make your mood and day better.

Raye - posted on 02/26/2016

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The best advice I can give is to seek counseling to help you through these feelings.

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