Moving on

Stacey - posted on 11/27/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )




My sons father and I met when we were 16 had our son at 23 and we were like a roller coaster on and off. We lived together until son was 11 months I left because I didn't want my son to be subjected to alcohol and verbal emotional mental abuse. He was absent as a father in and out of his life to. When he was 5 my grandmother passed away I was vulnerable and he knew I was getting a small amount of money. We moved back in together made it a year I kicked him out this time nothing changed just progressively got worse. My son developed nervous tics and we began therapy. Again absent until he was 14 and he decided he wanted to come in and out again more to have intercourse with me and yes dummie I did. That ended quickly the text messages continued of course when he was drinking up to 1 month ago. I have made numerous attempts to court for support but he knows how to work the system. My son is now 18 and one I feel to blame for allowing the in and out the instability the mixed feelings. He suffers with anxiety and depression and so do I. The sick part we are both still in therapy and I sit and cry and miss his stupid texts. I don't know how to get over him he was never good to either one of us and I am so ashamed and mad at myself for loving him

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