My partner has left me after 24 years

Gill - posted on 10/26/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )




My partner has just told me he doesn't have the same feelings for me anymore after 24 years together and is moving home to his mothers. We have 2 sons aged 24 and 21who are still at home. The strange thing is we were talking of getting married 3 months ago and nothing makes sense. If he would give me a proper reason I think I would cope better but he just says he doesn't know what he feels or why. He is still here at home but is moving out in 8 days after the 1st anniversary of his fathers death. I have asked him if he is concerned about his mother on her own but he says she is doing fine. We got together when he was 17 and I am wondering if he feels he has missed out on playing the field, etc He isn't giving me any reasons which is the most difficult to deal with. I feel he is my soulmate and we are both each others first love. My heart is racing continuously and I feel I am having panic attacks. I just cant seem to calm down at all. God knows how I will be when he actually goes. My doctor has given me diazepam short term but they aren't helping either and I am now feeling suicidal although I wont go through with that. I guess I am looking for someone to talk to who has been through this and advise me what to do to help myself, thankyou to anyone who is willing to talk to me

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