Two out of three kids moving out of State

Deb - posted on 04/02/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )




Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think my children would live 1700-2000 miles away. I am a mom of 3. Happily married 35 years this june. We have 3 children. My oldest Christina 32, Tony 31 and our Surprise Baby Brittney 22. March of 2014 Brittney married an airman and is in Texas for at least 3 more years. June of 2014 , Tony married. His wife has been accepted to Washinton University in St. Louis Missouri, they leave in July for about 5 years. My oldest Christina is 5,min from me with two children. I am in Northern California. My husband has renal cell carcinoma and has for a little over five years now. Neither one of us work. My daughter Brittney was the last one home, my Bestfriend, my house was a revolving door with all her friends who called me mom. .. I cry all the time.. We have already visited and she has already come home. She calls me every day, but I miss her so so very much. Found out yesterday, July 1st my son and wife are leaving.. I'm a proud mama, but a very sad one. We have amazing kids and that's why this is so hard... I feel selfish for feeling like this. I try and live in the moment, but my mind won't let me.. There are days I just don't want to do this anymore... My heart hurts.. We are a very close Italian family and no one has ever moved more then an hour away.. I get angry at their spouses for taking them away. Then reality sets in and I know they are both loved and happy.. This is what we want for our kids. My oldest who is here is amazing too. She is very involved with my grandkids. People tell me I need to find a life kids have been my life for 33 years.😢😢😢😢😩😩😩😩😩 we have facebook, we see faces, but it's just not enough..I want a tight hug... The night before Brittney got married, she crawled in bed with me and said "mama, can I sleep with you?"...I can't see through my tears to write anymore tonight.💔💔💔💔

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